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12 Dec 2018 16:02 #367484
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Great to se yuh 'appy with all the smiley icon !
Merry Christmas to you and the kids and gran kids
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12 Dec 2018 16:32 - 12 Dec 2018 16:59 #367488
by mapoui
you mus remembah dat I am a desparate low blood sugar sufferer..with an unawareness problem
often when I am dong I doan know and am an eeddiat and no one around to spot it anymore and set mih up.
so wen I am being an arsehole..all ovah the place etc look out. I am on my nose.
bwoy it not easy. last week monday I do'ant know how I made it out. that was literally the worst day of my life. if you are my enemy I wud not punish you with feelings like that.
it took me a whole 24 hours to get back to a semblance of something.
I admit I doan know how much longer I can last..or want to last. I am pretty fit now..approaching some great physical shape. I exercise all the time. but maintaining normal sugar levels is the project and I am not doing very well with it
and when I feel like that it is touch and go. I am alone man..that is real hard to cope with. and it is not jess getting a woman.. there mus' still be some compatibility.
I am kind of fed up. an' I am not afraid of forever.
I wasn't as a kid because I knew they lied, that religion was a crockof shit. now I know for sure that it is a crock of shit and having tossed them all I have a better grasp of existence.
like I told you about the snake and its tail..one of the oldest signs we know of..old, old, old man..long before the white man even knew his fawn arse...the sign of never ending existence, life.
they have hops'ed-up and hidden truth and spawned and spread lies. the truth is a good thing but we live by lies.
I am not really tickled by the way life is, the way people are as a result of all the bad education and manipulated experience.. so many problems and the solutions obvious. we have made of the world a complex thing when it isn't complex at all
and worse of all the government take ovah ganja and has become the all-purpose monopoly pusher-man. everybody say the government weed moldy and expensive.
what I figure is that skunt Trudeau an dem will lace the dam weed with poisons to kill people..like deh do with the vaccines. fuhget moldy..its the killing chemicals inputs to worry about.
you see at this point I would smoke and go sleep, smoke again and go sleep..but I wud have to eat well every time.
you see the sugar wakes me up all the time. I cant sleep but 4 hours max at a time. but the weed wud make me sleep longer and consecutively. I would do that fuh 2, 3 days and when I get up after all dat rest I would feel bettah, able to cope one more time
so I have to wait until the summer to grow some weed I can trust. but I need it now!
I am getting real tired mentally/emotionally if not physically. I might jess let go at some point and go home. existence is ah pain!
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12 Dec 2018 16:37 - 12 Dec 2018 16:50 #367489
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